» ANGELA IS BACK!
» babyblue&PINK layout. (haha trina)
    -don't get too excited. I'm only keeping it for a day. Only because the yellow was beginning to hurt my eyes. haha, what a backfire.

omfg. Its so hot right now. I'm sweating like a prostitute in church. seriously I am. Lets see what is up with Ms.Angela's  during her almostWEEK'sWORTH of hiatus.

_I've been unpacking all day long. I practically breathe and eat packing paper and brown boxes.
_I had a feel of the prehistoric era during the 5 days that I was unplugged from the world. (aka.no internet, cable, phone)
_I was hit on by the movers. Talk about satuatory(sp?) rape.
_MITCH CALLED :) "THE ULTIMATE HIGHLIGHT"
_Watched all the DVD that I could get my bony fingers on.
_Been pushed to the limit during these past 5 days...by my mother. Bitchn every damn second of the day. Yes.
_UGH.ITS VERY HOT.
_Glad to be connected with the rest of the world. I missed my NONEXISTANT active social life.  

Anyway, thats all for now. I'll update later when I have something to tell about. Well, bye bye. :).

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..my oh my. Look at what we have here. Quite ironic if you ask me because I am a pretty good swimmer. Anyway, try it out. If you find DEATH to be offending of some sort, then I suggest you dont try it out. (COMMON SENSE)

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haha ohh yeah. Mitch just called :). YAAAAAAAAAAAY!! It got cut off though. As his last words were...

"..choking the cock......BEEEP" - Mitch's Last Words

wow. What a silly boy. I guess that wraps up our discussion about masturbation, as he screams the word out in the middle of Manila. Oh dear child. But I do love him :).

» I love you Mitch! I'll see you in 3 weeks :)

hMm. I'll add onto this entry later. For the mean time you could look at my two most favorite pictures. My computer is lagging right now. So for now, Bye. :)

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hah. I'm back :). wow. I haven't felt this empty since Mitch and I broke up haha. My evening seems so quiet even if I can hear my parents arguing over the boxes since they don't want the movers to touch their "valuable" things. haha, I guess its a Filipino thing when you are THAT paranoid about strangers touching your things.

But anyway, I feel like such a big part of me is missing. haha, Mitch has really gotten so attached to me. The other half in my part. He will only be gone until the 21st of July, but it seeeeeeeems like such a long time. haha, I'm gonna live of course. I'm not weak? Well, maybe. Despite of the countless downsides, there are SOME ups? For instance, my phone will surely appreciate a 3WEEK vacation.

Anyway, thats all for today. I need to clean my room. I'm packing out tomorrow and possibly moving in the same day. I will surely miss my computer, yet I will also be too overwhelmed with all the packing and unpacking. Heres to a quiet evening alone.

I MISS YOU MITCH.

» god. that fckn hurts.

I didn't do anything wrong. I don't remember doing anything wrong. Then why do my parents act like this. I always do my best in everything they ask. I do my best at school, their orders, and taking care of my brother. If that is too much credit to be giving myself, then I'll just say that I try to do my best. They are my parents. I can't hate them. I love them to death but in some circumstances, things do get too far. Most of the time, for no absolute reason at all.

I wake up today like a normal day waiting for my parents to come home from their normal everyday grocery shopping at Albertsons. We were getting along just fine. I got on the computer because my brother had finally gotten off. My mom asks me to do a favor for her to take the dishes out. I do exactly as she says. Then as I was talking on some people on AIM, I hear her talking about me right there in front of my face. I hear her talking about all my faults to my dad. I was right there. Its as if I was invisible. Then she approaches me saying the exact words, "When I ask you do to something, I don't want to see you doing it with a frown on your face."

Now what am I supposed to do? Am I supposed to be the perfect daughter who does everything with a fcking smile on her face. I'm not perfect. There are things in this world that you will not like doing. I can't always do everything with a smile. Am I supposed to be happy that I'm treated like a goddamn slave in this house? I DON'T do everything with a smile. What makes her so confident that I'm even frowning about the things she thinks I'm frowning about? She doesn't know me. I'm growing up. I'm not the same little girl she held 10 years ago. I have my own problems now. I have a life. She is lucky that I don't smart mouth her. I respect her. I just feel so helpless that nothing I ever do is enough and the smallest things bother her. And why does that small thing not bother my dad?

I'm not perfect. She's not perfect either. I never demand perfection from her, or my dad. So how could they both demand such a thing that is so out of reach...from me. It never ceases to amaze me.

» damn. I look like a burnt marshmallow.

hah, today must have been the single most funnest day in my summer so far.

Mitch was supposed to have a pool party at his house today.. as many of you heard. But he got in trouble with his mom so it was cancelled. I was mad but it was made up for later on ;).

Anyway, today Isabelle and Danielle came over my house to go swimming. Danielle only stayed for a bit because she had to go to sea world. So Isabelle and I just went swimming by ourselves. Then Isabelle and I were talking for a bit and then BOOM! I turn my head and there was Mitch walking by with Michael and Fritz. wow. YAY! We all went swimming for a while then a little sumiNsUmin happened ;) [INSERT IMAGINATION HERE]. haha no perverts, it isn't anything RATED XXX. Well, Isabelle and I went back to my house to shower. After that we went to Discovery Park to chill with Mitch some more. A few more laughs with Isabelle at my house before her grandma picked her up.

..and now I'm here online. wow. What a fun day. Even if it means that I am dark&ugly now. haha. I love the San Diego weather but daaaaaamn, can we do without the excess tanning effects from the sun? Whatever, I still got white feet! HA!  Well thats all for today. byeeeee.

» omfg. I'm so bored.

Anyway. Today was fun&productive. First I went to Lollicup to kill some time over a tall cup of boba. After that I went to that bandroom clean up thing. I rarely did anything but it was an excuse to step out of the house. Goddang the bandroom is dirtier than my room. Now that's dirty&NASTY. After that, Mitch, Danielle, Paul, Isabelle, and I went to Carls JR. for the rest of the time. Then we came across Andrea and she took a picture of us in her very sexy camera lol. hMm. Carls Jr. was interesting. keep it on the low ;). That was some freaaakydiCKY ish. No details for you guys sorry. Anyway, thats all for today. Indulge in looking at this picture taken of the former AJHC taken at Carls by Andrea's camera phone. haha, its blurry but I prefer things that way ;). Bye.